Antsy

Jay & I sure are getting anxious for Hudson to get here. Of course I've heard that once he does come out that we will wish he was "back in"- but I think that 9 months is long enough to be pregnant for anyone :)

Kelly reminded me this weekend that I will get to celebrate Mother's Day as a mom this year. I do aspire to be kind of mom my Mom is to me. I think if I can be half of that then I will be a pretty good one.

Even with my belly I have to say that I still wake up on occasion and wonder if I am really pregnant or if it was all a dream. It still seems sureal at times and I am sure that is not about to change with the soon to be disturbed sleep schedule our Gillespie household will have. On the topic of sleep- I have to say that I have had some crazy dreams throughout this pregnancy but especially in the last couple months- I wake up and wonder "Where did that come from?" Sometimes the dreams are disturbing and other times they are just strange. I've dreamed a lot about the house I grew up in but then the people there (in the dream) are people that live here-in Arkansas- most to all of which have never been to Canada much less to my house in Canada! I guess it's just hormones.

Dennis & Rachel are adjusting- or have been adjusting nicely to being parents. Beau gets cuter and cuter everytime we see him. We decided that was wanted to do our baby dedications together- they will be on May 24th. I am super excited that my parents will be here for this!That will be something for Hudson's memory book for sure. So- that's as official as the invite is going to be... Come one, come all- Hudson's baby dedication will be at Rolling Oaks Freewill Baptist Church in Maumelle on Sunday, May 24, 2009. Services start at 10:30am. If you need directions email me. He'll be roughly 2.5 wks old at that point (assuming we go till next Wednesday for his arrival).

Well- I don't know if it's because it's Monday or because I'm about to have a baby (for real!)- but my mind is having a hard time focusing so I'm gonna end this now and check back after our next Dr. Fuller visit- unless ...you guessed it...Hudson arrives first.


Love ya'll-